Shock. I feel like everything is spinning. I cling to the side of her cot and sob, and the next minute I am overcome by a wave of peace. Then the rollercoaster continues. Feeling physically sick, thinking I'm going to collapse. I KNOW God is here with us. He holds us tight. He will not let us go. We sit in tears and cry for our baby girl. It just hurts so much.
Our little Heidi is very sick. Please pray for her healing. We know that God is good and has his purposes, but we are hurting and would cherish your prayers. Please pray for little Heidi's heart and pray for wisdom for the Doctors. Please pray for little Ava too, as it could be a long time with an absent Mama.
We are at the Brompton. The Echo revealed that the coronary artery is inflamed in some places to 3-4 times the size it should be. The danger is obviously clotting and heart attacks. We are in total shock, but thankful to be in the best place... I have cried more tears than I knew I had in me...